Tonight I thought of ending things,
Of waning away,
In the hopes of waking up
across the break of day,
Tonight I thought of ending things,
Leaving the world nothing to say,
Leaving the world a perfect mock-up;
Of what my life failed to convey…
Tonight I thought of ending things,
of dropping game,
For all the things I’ve done,
I can never escape shame,
Tonight I thought of ending things,
Breaking all the cycles of blame,
To be flying closest to the sun;
Then drowning while being set aflame…
Tonight I thought of ending things,
that I can’t accept,
Ceasing away to feel so odd,
To be estranged all days wept,
Tonight I thought of ending things,
Refraining that Life I hatefully I kept,
Restfully returning to my God;
sleeping as I in infancy softly slept…
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